Uncovered: How to Reveal My Identity in Christ

Uncovered: How to Reveal My Identity in Christ 1

Who are you and what fresh hot mess are you into now? I imagined Christ, my redeemer asking me this often. I have been cleaning up my blog. I didn’t want to start one. I was forced into it. I have never had so much fun as I have had here on this page. Today…

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Why Doesn’t God Answer Me?

Why Doesn't God Answer Me? 1

 Why aren’t my prayers answered? I am a lousy God. But here in the terrifying confines of my mind, I pretend I am He. It’s pathetic really.  In my defense, I am very creative.  I paint pictures on my frontal lobe that depict whimsy, romance, death, and destruction. Sunshine and rain.  Joy and pain.  Bert…

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Gently Mommy Screams: The Wrong Words in Perfect Chorus

Gently Mommy Screams: The Wrong Words in Perfect Chorus 1

“Row, Row, Row your boat gently mommy screams!” If there is anything I love about mothering littles it is there obliteration of the English language. The vandals, our three and five-year-old sons, are champion demolition men, both in word and deed. From the their very own gender neutral pronoun, “herm” for he, she, his and…

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Stinking Scared: The Smell of Fear

Stinking Scared: The Smell of Fear

What does fear smell like?  I imagine something comes to mind. Yesterday, the oldest vandal, our son Sam came stumbling from his bedroom.  Sleepy hair stood on end, he yawned and scratched his bum. “Good morning Sam.” I chirped. “Mom,” he yawned. “What’s dat smell I smell wook like?” The smell he smelled looked like blueberry muffins,…

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Stop the Gloom and Doom! Expecting Jesus to be Jesus

Stop the Gloom and Doom!  Expecting Jesus to be Jesus 1

Stop the Gloom and Doom! Expecting Jesus to be Jesus Our daughter Sophie expects good things. When she was about 4, we went on a family vacation to Colorado.  While on the grand camping adventure, we took a detour, and rode a train, The Narrow Gauge, through the mountains from Durango to Silverton.  As the locomotive chugged up the…

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The Dementia Gospel: Remembering My Identity In Christ

The Dementia Gospel: Remembering My Identity In Christ 3

My husband and I made a terrible mistake.  We had what some might call a brain burp or a brain-urism. Our identity, the core of “us” was lost. We forgot who we are, we neglected our calling. Justin and I are older… well, I am 45-years-old and Justin is 48.  We have 4 biological children. The…

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